Let me be actually clear

I’m not really the best buddy.

The one thing is…. almost all of my best friends reside states away. and I’m REALLY BAD at any style of interaction this is certainly face-to-face that is n’t. I’m really actually terrible at it.

and there’s someone in my life this is certainly constantly tossing the ball in my own court, even if it sometimes simply type of bounces away from me ...